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'm not interested in Mexican entertainment, I see little or no redeeming and very difficult I think, because I do not like to think of something that is not , but these days I've been hearing from some classmates for a "singer", which currently faces a rape charge process. No I am happy, not distressed me, and I go, nor do I come ...

But respect for what is now going through this person. For I am convinced that in this life, the situations which is facing us at any given time only live this way: cause and effect test: trial and error.

and certainly ... I lived a proper case.

had almost 20 years and still "remained" virgin. The focus my teenage years in the political struggle and activism against the obscurantist PRI government and the causes of undocumented migrants and U.S., I became an opinion leader in my school, surrounded by many friends. Operator of a collective and influential student, many friends, first love, but sex still nothing ... and boy opportunities to experience "my first" not failed me, honestly, but they did not.

One morning, after leaving a nightclub in the city famous and a bit drunk, after saying goodbye to some friends, I set out to leave the brothel, I refused to take a taxi at the moment, I decided to walk, that night: the morra to which, for some time in that dive gave me wings "asshole hitting me in the end did not know then that she was playing , but I'm hitting, and even refused to accept the rose that with so much I decided to send him.

then I thought, fuck! And I imagined me "my first time" with it ... anyway.

He had a stretch run, but was a little tired ... so I decided to take a taxi, and what I did, I never imagine what was going to live this night:

The driver was a young man of my age, but was accompanied by a woman who at the time we are half his age, a brunette with long hair that looked pretty appealing. ;

asked if they were free, as she was by his side, and I said yes. She was only her friend who accompanied him. Ok. I got them specify the address.

During the trip, I realize that the woman was drinking and asked the driver to one or another grounder. He became.

She looked into my place and start a talk:

- where you come from?
-in a dive, you know ...
-si, and wave after that so sad?
"It's okay, you know, women ...
- is whether ... we are a bitch right?
haha \u200b\u200bjust smiled and nodded.

Suddenly, she tells the hill, stop, I'm going to go "back" with my friends ... is very alone.

I do not know what to say, but time I thought, hey! And if it happens ... no! Is an unknown ... but this "good" the brunette ... to see.

sat down beside me, with beer in hand, I invite you, drank, and now for soon we were kissing, the driver just looked and said nothing. Noticing her my excitement. He just said take us to a motel, the one outside of the city.

I "happy" finally arrived and unwillingly, the time to "lose" my virginity.
Once installed
in the room, and beer involved, I must admit, seeing pornographic videos with the beat of the preparation does not really teach you anything, I wanted to imitate one of those porn stars, but it turned out, because I was ashamed to say that until that age still had no "experience" so she, sensing my awkwardness, I wonder:

-with you?! You walk wrong or ...
-no! All good .. . Just that ... well ... that
-wave, to see tell me daddy
-is ... ha ... (....) .... I have not even ... um ... I'm a virgin ... "VIRGEN !!!!?????
VIRGIN ARE ???!!!

And suddenly changed his attitude, I still saddened by the "confession" did not know how to react was all so sudden. I threw to the bed, climbed on me, scratched my chest, pull my hair, at that time did not know, but began to violent ... sexually abused.

She was outside Yes, apparently influenced what I said all this, but in their eagerness to satisfy sexually hurt me, slapping my face, but scratches on his chest and back ... and in a moment I thought that's how I wanted it to be " my first time " or that's how they should be?

hurting Up and down, not knowing where he was the sexual pleasure porn actors enjoyed so much. I just saw blood on my chest and legs, scared, surprised. There was a moment. I said enough is enough ... and ... but I said no, that would end when she decided that if it was man that I had to "endure" ... shouting threats and curses.

I felt pain, severe pain, nausea and shame after riots with sweat and blood, but it was there on my own risk. ANYONE looking for me. I had it in my hands and I decided to go ahead with that.

Not much time passed, I took an eternity to me with the pain felt everywhere, from my genitals to my face, but among all the confusion I did not know how to react. Each word is a threat, a joke.

Already in the morning, the driver played the horn, was there because she asked to do so ... I woke up with his hand pulling my hair, saying that I have used a condom waging of a pregnancy, I would look for if something happened, I was threatened, told me that while I slept had opened my wallet, I had my data, my address. phones, everything.

was when I woke up, still sore from all over, I saw that not only had bruises and blood on my chest and back, if not in my face and my neck ... I felt awful . I was going to say in my home ... man, as leader of my group and 100 opportunities to live a different experience ... so I did not want to be "my first time."

The bruises justify and hit with my family, it was easy, a simpe fight, telling my friends on another day in the club "had thrown me a treintaytantos old" was also easy, I admired every bruise on his neck. It was a "bold" ... who knew? ... what?

After all this and about the high school counselor professional friends, I knew that there was talk he was not my "first time" not just a sex session ... who had been sexually violated. That while consensus, it was closer a violation of a sexual encounter.

My fear and shame they decided not to go further, I just said you had the chance to think twice and did not. Are a man, but fortunately did not go to, but only this of you, appreciate it, your body, your sexuality and do not get it, if not wait for this delicate and feminine woman who is determined to take "complete" your first time. ..

And they know, there are many things of Bofo or I do not mock me, including: the death of a parent, death of a sibling, death de un amigo y la violación de una persona, ya sea hombre o ya sea mujer.  Solo se que este “artista” como cualquier hombre, haya violado o no, debió pensarlo DOS veces antes de ir mas adelante con una morrita así. Pero bueno, esta viviendo su causa y efecto: SU PRUEBA Y ERROR.

   He pensado mucho en subir esta entrada, pero también es la primera vez que hago tan publico esto.. no se…  pero que les puedo  decir… siento una especie de “alivio” al escribir estas líneas.

   So men ... if we think we can go around the world abusing women or doing "what hit us the win" with them, I think sometimes we're wrong ... there are some women that when "one" just go ... they are coming ...

We can give the bastards, but we know that life will put us a lot of testing before moving forward or not. There was already a cause, and there was a mistake ... it is a matter of us if we learn from this, or we let ourselves go. always we will find somebody.

THANK YOU for your time and space. Vicmanol

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